As we are now falling, tears streaming down our faces.
And with the feeling of your warm hands on this rainy night,
I allowed myself to remember for the last time your smile
that always looked so bright under the moonlight.
Here we are now, bodies sinking to our deaths,
And the ground waiting to steal our breaths.
How much I regret not being able to gift you
The future you had so wished for us two.
And in the embrace of the dying year, I found myself
driven by the fear that you may forever disappear.
Only then have I wished the hands that were now
holding me dearly had never belonged to you.
I sobbed over the graveyard of our past
And I cursed the world for tearing us apart.
Because I now had to carry the feelings you left behind.
I now was only allowed to carry you on my mind.
For this be the only punishment I deserved
