I wish

I wish there was no hate
I wish we all believed in fate
I wish I was never born
So I don’t witness all the mourn
I wish we all lived in peace
For all the animosity, hatred, and revenge to be released
I wish war didn’t exist
I wish I wasn’t helpless standing in the midst
I wish color didn’t matter
Black, white, yellow, we’re all on the same latter
I curse all bowed heads
That follow orders, locked like dreads
I curse wars and bloodshed
I curse all the promises once said
I curse all the danger in discord
I curse all the swinging swords
Fighting for cruelty and injustice
Intellectual poverty pretending to be Custis
I curse them for sparing their bodies as weapons of the war
So that the killing and murder can go on

The Shadow of Doubt

I gave you my truly divine heart in the realm of love, where two hearts become one.

I looked into your eyes and saw doubt instead of confidence.

 

Like a leaf in the fall, your suspicions have dropped.

There was no respite from its pressure beneath me.

In the safe haven of faith, the chilling shadow of uncertainty cast its spell.

 

The fortress we painstakingly constructed

Instantaneously, it was toppled.

Nevertheless, I was able to find strength in the ruins of betrayed confidence.

Uh, Twenties

Twenties, best time of your life they said.

Twenties, young, wild, and free they claimed.

No money, no answers, no time

But twenties! It’s all fun!

No direction, no certainty, no love

But twenties! It is fine!

 

Make sure to study, to go out, to make friends,

But ensure that your time is well spent.

Hit the gym once or twice,

And give your driver’s licence a try.

But by the way, when’s graduation? It’s about time!

And did you meet someone? We want grandchildren some time!

But focus on your career, it is important.

Independency is good, but loneliness is unpleasant.

 

What an oxymoron to my ear

We’re supposed to be energetic,

but we’re just tired every day of the year.

Be happy, ambitious, enthusiastic.

Climb mountains, swim oceans, travel the word.

Little did they know that pressure is a shark.

And us little fishes drowning in the ride.

 

We’ll eventually find our path in due time.

And make the twenties a state of mind.

We’ll figure it out, I’m sure.

We just need to hold on, be brave, and endure.

Take risks and make mistakes.

And do it on our own time frame.

And maybe one day, we’ll say.

That twenties were the best time anyway.

Sequel of Ignorance

I once was so lost, so alone

A gigantic gap in my life

One question: how to make it right?

 

 

I dug to find a way to faith

The path they say “makes you live”

Reaching the doorstep of that holy place for the first time

I felt a warmth that I had never known

Tears, grasps, goosebumps and joy

I knew that I had found the way to make it right

 

 

I started to read and learn more

About the faith that I had ignored

The deeper I dug, the more I found

 

 

I felt so grateful for this blessing

And I knew that my spirits would lift

 

I felt the peace that comes with knowing

And my love for Allah started growing

 

I started to pray and feel the grace

And I knew that I had found the way to make it right

 

I felt my soul start to shine

And I knew that everything would be purified

 

So now I stand here, grateful and strong

Knowing that I have been given a bond

With my faith and my Lord

 brought to that blessed light

Experience

If you can venture past the familiar shore

And embrace the unknown with an open core

To seek out vast vistas and landscapes strange

And with every step, let your spirit change

 

If you can greet the dawn with unbridled zest

And chase the sun to the glowing west

In every adventure, find wisdom and grace

And learn the tales that time cannot erase

 

 

If you can walk the path that’s never been tread

Or let curiosity guide you instead

To taste the flavors of distant lands

And forge connections with outstretched hands

 

If you can meet the world with arms flung wide

And let the winds of change be your guide

To scale the mountains, cross the seas, And soar above life’s uncertainties

 

If you can marvel at nature’s grand design

And feel the heartbeat of stars that align

To seek out beauty in every form

And find solace amidst the raging storm

 

If you can find your place among the stars

And leave your imprint on this world of ours

Then yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it

And – what is more – you’ll live, my friend, every minute!

Fleeting Laughter

 

In laughter’s wake, we spiral down as mirthful hearts in joy abound

Ephemeral joy, a fleeting crown, in transient bliss, our sorrows drown

Each chuckle weaves a tale of loss and shadows cast by moonlight’s gloss

 

As time escapes, a subtle cost, for every laugh, a memory tossed

In vibrant hues, the echoes dance a vivid tapestry, entranced

Yet in their steps, a somber trance, as fleeting beats, our lives advance

 

For every laugh, a whisper slips, like sand through fingers, moments drip

From clutching hands, life’s fragile grips, in dying fun, our essence rips

In merriment, we trade and spend, a currency we can’t amend

 

Moments we will never grasp again, as laughter fades, a silent end

The joy we lost, the laughter spent, in memories, our hearts lament.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Casablanca

It is cruel to get lost in my hometown.

Although I know all the streets and the paths

Even at nights and without any lights,

I can find my way with closed eyes.

Yes, believe it or not. I can also name its ghosts,

And show you their fathers’ hidden corpse.

, yet I get lost, but how did I? Why am I lost?

I am all surrounded by familiar faces.

They look at me with their warm looks full of expectations.

They want me to be…

The woman they failed to be.

, or the woman they regretted being.

They want me to have their balanced and unbalanced life.

Although I dreamed of no life.

They want me to fit in their world.

A miserable world full of unfairness

Under what they call sacrifices.

In my hometown streets, I saw…

Miserable children who lost the faith,

and replaced their toys with spades.

I saw cruelty in the eyes of the old.

Everything looked unbelievably odd.

My hometown was not as any other town.

It was black when it was exposed to be white.

As an ugly Snow white.

Its contradictions will always make you wonder.

My dear hometown,

Although I know my way,

between your paradoxes I get lost.

but how did I? Why am I lost?

My Love

Lying asleep in my hell,

I saw my love over my cell,

glowing as shining stars,

brighter than flaming fires,

and as pale as worn-out pages.

He had this devilish look of a serial killer.

That I feebly admired for ages.

He has the wounds of a merciless fighter.

He was too bad to be a decent man,

, and too vivid for a dead man.

His thoughts were dark, but not as my deeds.

We both mastered the magic of playing in battlefields.

We survived many bombs together.

The bombs of life and the shells of its fire.

When anxiety knocked my door,

he slapped it by his bare hands

until his blood filled my entire pool.

When life tired his soul,

I found him looking for me between the haystacks.

My love only knew me as a cure.

With his bleeding hands

he paved me the way.

He did not care about the pain.

He just wanted to have me all along the way.

For him and I,

Despite of my stoned heart, I decided to stay.

Because simply love makes even devils partially obey

Learn how to find beauty in a mundane

Learn how to find beauty in a mundane

Learn how to be remedy for your burning soul

Appreciate the nature that surrounds you.

The nature which can be manifested in the complex behaviour of human beings.

The complexity is what turns out to be fascinating.

One should be aware about self awareness self love, but is that enough? And correct me if m wrong.

Being wrong for being purely authentic in my feelings.

Being wrong for loving from the bottom of my heart

Childhood

I was sitting before a glass window

Having a sip from my mug

Watching children play a riveting show

That awakened some memories from a grave I dug

 

The sounds of juvenile bodies laughing and kicking their ball

Took me back to the old times

The old times where I used to run in every hall

Laughing and dancing while singing nursery rhymes

 

The good old days when my hobby was to run and bounce

or be a young prince fighting the ogre living in the park

When words like death and suicide were too hard to pronounce

And my worst fear was to sleep all alone in the dark

 

The good old days where my only worry was missing my evening cartoon

Or if my grandma is making me my favorite soup

Back when I used to steal from her tiny kitchen like a raccoon

To bribe and feed the sleeping stray cat next to her stoop

The show ended and each actor parted their way

As their ballet turned into a fray

Because of this ballet, my memories got rekindled

And now my only wish is to turn back into a child