{"id":601,"date":"2023-03-21T19:42:42","date_gmt":"2023-03-21T19:42:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/?p=601"},"modified":"2023-03-21T19:42:42","modified_gmt":"2023-03-21T19:42:42","slug":"16-nights-of-insomnia-originally-from-french-arabic-tamazight-or-persion-the-32nd-day-of-pain-the-last-nail","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/?p=601","title":{"rendered":"16 Nights of Insomnia \u2013 Originally from French, Arabic, Tamazight or Persion\u00a0 The 32nd Day of Pain: The Last Nail\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Sixteen nights of insomnia<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

The 32nd Day of Pain: The Last Nail<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Then I looked in the mirror, the reflection leads to one certainty,<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It will be the mercy bullet<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

And after the sparkle has decorated my face for a while, it will disappear<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

You will think it will be easy, you will think it will pass, but no.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I had a strange attack that my body had never had before.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It was neither regret nor fear,<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It was more like grief, or more than it.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

No, it was emptiness, again.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I think it came from my heart, but it was assassinated,<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

No, then, it started from my mind this time.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I must not use the mind, it makes no sense to think now,<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

That would be like a slow death.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

But isn’t the heart not working as well?<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Thus, every minute of existence is closer to nothingness than to life.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I wish I had my mind ripped out of its place, once for an indefinite period.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

If it was an arrow I would take it off,<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

If it was a shirt I would take it off, but it was my mind.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

The last nail in the coffin was struck.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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