{"id":505,"date":"2023-03-21T11:58:02","date_gmt":"2023-03-21T11:58:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/?p=505"},"modified":"2023-03-21T11:58:02","modified_gmt":"2023-03-21T11:58:02","slug":"jaded-agony","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/?p=505","title":{"rendered":"Jaded Agony"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"TextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" lang=\"EN-US\" xml:lang=\"EN-US\" data-contrast=\"auto\"><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" data-ccp-parastyle=\"has-normal-font-size\" data-ccp-parastyle-defn=\"{&quot;ObjectId&quot;:&quot;75f0f33c-74fb-4199-9053-9785e6aaf3d9|115&quot;,&quot;ClassId&quot;:1073872969,&quot;Properties&quot;:[469775450,&quot;has-normal-font-size&quot;,201340122,&quot;2&quot;,134233614,&quot;true&quot;,469778129,&quot;has-normal-font-size&quot;,335572020,&quot;1&quot;,469777841,&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,469777842,&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,469777843,&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,469777844,&quot;Times New 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class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" data-ccp-parastyle=\"has-normal-font-size\"> wish the anger would go away<\/span><\/span><span class=\"LineBreakBlob BlobObject DragDrop SCXW187308451 BCX0\"><span class=\"SCXW187308451 BCX0\">\u00a0<\/span><br class=\"SCXW187308451 BCX0\" \/><\/span><span class=\"TextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" lang=\"EN-US\" xml:lang=\"EN-US\" data-contrast=\"auto\"><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" data-ccp-parastyle=\"has-normal-font-size\">i<\/span><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" data-ccp-parastyle=\"has-normal-font-size\"> have never dealt with this emotion<\/span><\/span><span class=\"LineBreakBlob BlobObject DragDrop SCXW187308451 BCX0\"><span class=\"SCXW187308451 BCX0\">\u00a0<\/span><br class=\"SCXW187308451 BCX0\" \/><\/span><span class=\"TextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" lang=\"EN-US\" xml:lang=\"EN-US\" data-contrast=\"auto\"><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" data-ccp-parastyle=\"has-normal-font-size\">everything is moving in slow motion<\/span><\/span><span class=\"LineBreakBlob BlobObject DragDrop SCXW187308451 BCX0\"><span class=\"SCXW187308451 BCX0\">\u00a0<\/span><br class=\"SCXW187308451 BCX0\" \/><\/span><span class=\"TextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" lang=\"EN-US\" xml:lang=\"EN-US\" data-contrast=\"auto\"><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" data-ccp-parastyle=\"has-normal-font-size\">people around feel like a vague noise<\/span><\/span><span class=\"LineBreakBlob BlobObject DragDrop SCXW187308451 BCX0\"><span class=\"SCXW187308451 BCX0\">\u00a0<\/span><br class=\"SCXW187308451 BCX0\" \/><\/span><span class=\"TextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" lang=\"EN-US\" xml:lang=\"EN-US\" data-contrast=\"auto\"><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" data-ccp-parastyle=\"has-normal-font-size\">i\u2019m<\/span><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW187308451 BCX0\" data-ccp-parastyle=\"has-normal-font-size\"> just craving some quiet and 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poise\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":12,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_ppma_block_editor_authors":""},"categories":[19],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[39],"class_list":["post-505","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"authors":[{"term_id":39,"user_id":12,"is_guest":0,"slug":"mhamedtaik","display_name":"M'hamed 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