{"id":389,"date":"2023-03-17T10:48:27","date_gmt":"2023-03-17T10:48:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/?p=389"},"modified":"2023-03-17T10:48:27","modified_gmt":"2023-03-17T10:48:27","slug":"it-hurts-to-be-distant","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/?p=389","title":{"rendered":"It Hurts to Be Distant"},"content":{"rendered":"

As well as to be close<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

it destroys to be unwanted<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

As well as to be called<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

it feels like a sparkle<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Pushing me to look forward<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It hits like a flame<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Of jealousy in my inner veins<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It sounds like a knock<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

In my fragile heart doors<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It smells like burning<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

A tree paper in the woods<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It tastes like bitterness<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

In my sweet bitter tongue<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It seems like an alert<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Of a strong feeling of love<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It pushes my stalking eyes<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

To keep looking for their prey<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

They find it…She refuses to stay away<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

But her legs are keeping her away<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

From getting up and slay<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Instead, it feels like running away<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

And giving tears the right to draw their way<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

In the middle of a barren forest per say<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It hurts to be close<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

As well as to be distant<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It made me disappointed<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Because of what I expected<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

But then it made me proud<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Because of getting this out of my mind<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Those mixed feelings confused my mind with a question<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Do I really love you or I should call it an addiction?<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

You, who barely notice me<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Stop turning your back and hurting me<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Every note is hitting my heart like a knife<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Unconsciously, pushing my eyes to stalk your moves<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

But your eyes who, consciously, ruined my life<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Because of ignoring me and my tries<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Just turn your back I will be there<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoping that you will finally discover what\u2019s there<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoping that I will finally discover if I\u2019m a lover or a prey<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

They push me toward you but it seems like an illusion<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Because of taking my daily dose of addiction<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Turn your back and answer my question<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Just tell me, Is this love or addiction??<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Let me tell you I\u2019m addicted to your love in slow motion<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I have built high hopes but low expectations,<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Created\u00a0 million scenarios but just in my imagination,<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

This made me drawn in hundred meditations<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoping that one of them will turn my dreams into actions<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

As well as to be close\u00a0 it destroys to be unwanted\u00a0 As well as to be called\u00a0 it feels like a sparkle\u00a0 Pushing me to look forward\u00a0 It hits like a flame\u00a0 Of jealousy in my inner veins\u00a0 It sounds like a knock\u00a0 In my fragile heart doors\u00a0 It smells like burning\u00a0 A tree paper … Continue reading “It Hurts to Be Distant”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_ppma_block_editor_authors":""},"categories":[20,19],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[5],"class_list":["post-389","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-free-verse","category-poetry"],"authors":[{"term_id":5,"user_id":4,"is_guest":0,"slug":"anas-ben","display_name":"Anass Ben sliman","avatar_url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/7d85cc0dd30868ba705c59fa81f7c3cddc563ddc23618f2869a6c6fd353a3de1?s=96&d=mm&r=g","author_category":"","user_url":"","last_name":"Ben sliman","first_name":"Anass","job_title":"","description":""}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/389","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=389"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/389\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":390,"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/389\/revisions\/390"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=389"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=389"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=389"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trove.aui.ma\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fppma_author&post=389"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}