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\u0634\u0643\u0631\u0627<\/span> \u0644\u0644\u0639\u0627\u0644\u064e\u0645<\/span>\u060c <\/span>\u0644\u0642\u062f<\/span> \u0622\u0646<\/span> \u0627\u0644\u0623\u0648\u0627\u0646<\/span>.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

You stare at the wounds that bleed like hearts, it is not sleeping to which you will flee as often, and it is vigilance from which you are fleeing anymore, you know very well from what you fled and why you did. This path has a known end, and it is too cruel for someone who has not known that “Perception” is a deadly poison.<\/span>
\nYou thought your heart was able to enclose that sorrow, but it -the sorrow- seems to be a little more than what you could hold, or a lot more. Be honest, it has unexpectedly infiltrated your roots and taken hold of you so that you can’t face it.<\/span>
\nIt is too late to correct the defect. If it was just crying, you would have cried, but it is not like that anymore. Everything turns into a dark night as soon as you begin to understand, as the pain will not stop flowing into your mind. Perception is a painful disease, and awareness in such a world is frghtening, my friend, and is very scary.<\/span>
\nI know that you understand Van Gogh when he said that sadness lasts forever. The idea was clear in his eyes, inescapable. And it happens that you have the same idea at four in the morning when you are staring at a dark sky, and you have a wild desire to end everything.<\/span>
\nSame idea of \u200b\u200bMaikovsky when he said it wasn’t the right way but there was no choice left, same idea of \u200b\u200bJimmy Barry when he said I’m doing this because I can’t sleep anymore. Yes, it’s the same idea when Frank Sinatra knew he was losing. There will come a day when you will get up and you are sure that the next day’s sun will never rise.<\/span>
\nI swear I understand every word Van Gogh, and Mykowski, and Barry, and Sinatra said when they were on the edge. This pain is neither inhibited, nor stopped. Sleeping is not enjoyable anymore. I know that everything has an end, and that there is only one way to stop this scary dark nightmare, only one way.<\/span>
\nThanks world, it’s time.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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