The hardest life hits me.<\/p>\n
The seiner I become.<\/p>\n
No regret, no sorrow follows me.<\/p>\n
No one to blame.<\/p>\n
Life chattered me to teach me.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
As a stranger killing time to survive<\/p>\n
Sitting there looking for his waisted life<\/p>\n
I looked for a meaning in my crave.<\/p>\n
The motion of monitoring your passing years kills as a knife.<\/p>\n
No regret, no sorrow follows me.<\/p>\n
No one to blame.<\/p>\n
Losers and elders find the grief in the afterlife.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sitting there all my memories are coming back.<\/p>\n
My disappointments, my tears, and my delights.<\/p>\n
Nothing left, and nothing lasts we forget the embracement,<\/p>\n
but we regret our lack of courage.<\/p>\n
At my young age, I lost the meaning all I want is peace.<\/p>\n
Prisoner in my memory\u2019s cage<\/p>\n
Somber than my fears<\/p>\n
The beast inside terrified me for years.<\/p>\n
Between hell and heaven, I saw a dead face.<\/p>\n
Oh, my past years, oh my waisted life.<\/p>\n
The dead face was mine!<\/p>\n
Written by: Insaf Raoufi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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